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2022.01.26 02:05 Ooowwwwww How to email your supervisor?
2022.01.26 02:05 Ctesiph0n I feel "stuck" I guess
This is going to be fairly stream of consciousness so I apologize if it's a bit less than coherent.
I'm 21 years old and in college in a major American city. I feel like I should be having the time of my life, finding myself, and making progress in general. I'm not, or at least I don't feel like I am. Part of it is COVID, which I'll just knock out of the way at the start. It sucks having to keep up with all the safety protocols because it kinda knocks out a lot of social opportunities both on and off-campus which feels like its stunted my social abilities and really worsened my anxiety.
School is a weird paradox because I feel like I'm not going anywhere and not making any progress even though I have a 4.0 GPA. I go to class, I do my work, I get good grades, but it feels like I get nowhere. Like no progress is made whatsoever. My major requires some in-person, hands-on work as well so that's been restricted and constricted by COVID in ways that complicate the whole process. Another shitty part about school is my dorm. The entire place is dead. I barely talk to anyone, and the part that frustrates me most is my roommate. They're not a bad person, but their irregular sleep schedule (taking multiple naps throughout the day instead of sleeping, sleeping during hours I feel I would otherwise be able to do loud stuff in the room, setting alarms for early AM hours they don't wake up to, etc.) and apparent lack of outside interests means that I'm essentially condemned to this dorm room with them. I can't go anywhere else on campus without my mask on which is an inconvenience so I'm basically trapped with a well-meaning but unrelatable person who is incredibly frustrating to be around.
My social life, as you can tell, is pretty bad as well. I don't have many friends here due to the limited opportunities and my own introversion & anxiety, but I'm trying to change that. I try and start conversations, try and be nice to people, try and make connections. Sometimes it works, but actually making friends has been terribly difficult. I never feel like I know how to move forward with something past initial conversation and introductions so I end up with a lot of acquaintances but nothing really past that. This problem is compounded when it comes to trying to pursue anything romantic or sexual in any nature. I can talk to girls fine, but making any real moves past just showing kindness and being friendly doesn't come naturally to me so I've gone nowhere. I try dating apps but rarely get matches and often just find myself more disappointed than anything.
My health, specifically with regards to mental health and my weight, have been issues of prominence for me for a long time also. I have anxiety, depression, a lot of symptoms of ADHD (Still trying to get a solid diagnosis), and some trauma relating to sex and relationships from high school that I haven't had much of a chance to get past in any meaningful way in the time since. I get anxious when talking to people I don't know, specifically girls my age, and I have fears of abandonment and being valued as "not good enough" by people I want to like me. I find myself overcompensating for it at times, however I've recently gotten better at catching that. My weight is something I've been working on since a breakup I had this past June, and in that time I've lost about 30lbs and gotten halfway to my goal weight. I've made a lot of progress on paper, however it feels like nothing changed. I still feel fat and schlubby, which sucks. I've started working out a bit more and plan on incorporating it heavily into my daily routine moving forward, however the time needed to see any meaningful changes in my physique is something that constantly scares me because I know I won't be able to focus on it due to the ADHD (or whatever I fucking have). Part of the exercise is for me and my health as a way to distract myself from other physical imperfections I don't like (big forehead, receding hairline, awkward physique), however I think most of it ties back to just wanting some form of sexual validation.
Honestly, most of my issues tie back to wanting some form of validation and purpose. I want to feel like I'm good at my major and career path. I want to feel like I have a lot of friends and a good social life. I want to feel attractive and loved by someone other than a familial/platonic sense. All of these require some form of outside validation, and I don't know how to get it. I feel like I work for it and nothing changes and I know I'm doing something wrong but I don't know what it is. I'm 21 and I feel like I have the maturity of a high schooler.
I know my position isn't hopeless but it feels like it is and my neuroses make it seem like I'm spiraling downwards in a vortex I can't escape from. Time doesn't feel like it moves, days blend together, I'm bored as fuck and can't find anything to do in this goddamned town and I just want to feel like I matter to someone. I know I can get out of this by working over time but I don't know if I have the psychological fortitude to get through everything until then. I want an easy way out I know I don't have, at least one that doesn't involve me killing myself or something.
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2022.01.26 02:05 intensely_human It's hilarious to listen to the episode of Rogan's podcast at half speed
Sometimes I like to listen to stuff on lower speed to process each thing people are saying better.
But this time I noticed a bonus: It makes Peterson sound like he's sloshed and Rogan like he's stoned out of his mind. What they're saying still make senses, but their delivery is like a couple of wasted dudes at a party talking for hours.
That is all. Enjoy.
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2022.01.26 02:05 Lagmaster4life twinkle twinkle little star oh how i wonder when you’ll blow up and look even more pretty
2022.01.26 02:05 Helium_Bull Hidden SSID
2022.01.26 02:05 DrippySaurus Modern Day For Honor Characters: Peacekeeper (Also reposted my previous warden here) Who should I do next?
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2022.01.26 02:05 mbze430 how does food get into the spray arm of a dishwasher?
I just cleaned out my 2020 GE smart dishwasher. Inside of it was a bunch of corn. I used a pick tool and unclogged the holes and shake the hell out of them with water to dislodge them out of the arm.
But the real question is how are whole pieces of corn getting into them and what really matters is how to stop it from happening? When I clean out the filter I always put it in and make sure it "click" I don't think I am putting on the filter wrong. What are other possible cause of that large of food particle getting into the spray arms?
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2022.01.26 02:05 nhgcr_222 Peace was never an option
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2022.01.26 02:05 mvugovu 26 [F4M] Hi… You like spamming others with messages? Then let's be friends!
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2022.01.26 02:05 CrespostsReddit How do two pirates settle a score?
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2022.01.26 02:05 akuji335 How to Style a Frizzy Hair?
is there any way to style my frizzy hair?? it's really big and dry. College is coming up soon and I'm worried about having to always style my hair into a ballerina hairstyle (i forgot what to call it) only because i'm ashamed of my frizzy hair. the style doesnt even look good in me because it only reveals my skinny neck and highlights my figure more. I can't really afford shampoos or anything that would help my frizzy hair, i have to wait (get a part time job or something to afford that stuff) I can't really prioritize buying products, i dont even have enough money for my school supplies and outfits, (that's another prob, idk lmao) most of the time i use that money too just so i could have a snack after studying for hours.. sooo is there any hope?? at all? we have a straightener here but i doubt it will help much because it will obviously need a special shampoo. is it hopeless? i just want to enter college confident enough. but if there isn't, i guess i'll have to try things and see for myself, youtube are all over frizzy hair. there is no better option than to get rid of it... i could really use some help.
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2022.01.26 02:05 newsdk 32 mistede kørekortet i fartplaget by - fart er ofte et problem i små landsbyer
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2022.01.26 02:05 Puzzleheaded-Rip4129 Lawyers in El Salvador
Is there a way to check a lawyer’s track record or disciplinary record in El Salvador. Is there anything like a bar that a citizen can resort to.
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2022.01.26 02:05 LilyValentino Fetch rewards banned me?
My account "is not active"
I was processing 3 10 dollar amazon gift cards after saving up for months. And then, THEY REFUNDED MY POINTS AND BANNED ME SO I CANT CASH OUT AGAIN. WHAT THE HECK!
what can I do?
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2022.01.26 02:05 AboveNothing My diet today has been a thick ass grilled cheese, so many almonds, a can of cheese whiz and a lot of Ritz crackers.
2022.01.26 02:05 bach_n_roll Story time! Detail one of your most awkward situations/encounters/experiences. Let’s get into the details! :) What made it so bad?
2022.01.26 02:05 Illustrious_Toe6131 Ketamine therapy
2022.01.26 02:05 ChunkyMessiah The Race for the Vortex CAUSES the Demons in Warhammer 3?
I don't know if this has been discussed, or if this has been confirmed by the plot in Warhammer 3 (I've been actively avoiding watching anyone's full playthroughs. Want to experience that blind), but it occurred to me that the Skaven's weakening of the Vortex in Warhammer 2 is likely the reason the Demon armies are even able to exist.
In Warhammer Lore, Demons require magic to manifest in the mortal world, and quite a lot of it, meaning it's generally difficult to conjure one, let alone an army. The Vortex exists to siphon off the excess magical energy of the warhammer world, because before it was created Demons were able to spawn in seemingly endless numbers everywhere.
By weakening the Vortex, the Skaven have effectively increased the amount of magical energy in the world by an order of magnitude, making it MUCH easier for the demons to manifest in large numbers.
So arguably Warhammer 3 couldn't happen if Warhammer 2 wasn't happening at the same time and I feel dumb for only realizing this earlier today.
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2022.01.26 02:05 telex_bot Nem kaphat új szívet egy bostoni kórházban egy oltatlan, 31 éves férfi
2022.01.26 02:05 Seed2_0 Just like.... why?
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2022.01.26 02:05 niuz-bot Începe vaccinarea anti-COVID a copiilor cu vârste între 5 şi 11 ani - [Sanatate]
Citeste in continuare: https://www.agerpres.ro/sanatate/2022/01/26/incepe-vaccinarea-anti-covid-a-copiilor-cu-varste-intre-5-si-11-ani--853451
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2022.01.26 02:05 Eminem_Theatre What is the most popular/best Star Wars ttrpg system?
I watched a video by davvy chappy on one called Star Wars saga edition, which seems pretty cool. Are there any other notable systems of interest, or is saga edition just kinda the standard?
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2022.01.26 02:05 klassgitten Looking for a Meditation Buddy!
I'm looking for a friend who would join me in waking up everyday at 7 AM (Pacific Time) and meditating together!
We can help each other keep in check and build healthy habits together!
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