Poker Night?

2021.12.04 01:24 Xremm Poker Night?

Looking for a few people who might like to have a poker night. Like $20 buy in. HMU.
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2021.12.04 01:24 Salman50505 Doge Evolution

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2021.12.04 01:24 StayingWeird Made a rainbow child the other day.

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2021.12.04 01:24 OkEntertainment142 Rate my hu Tao build ??

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2021.12.04 01:24 FieldImaginary8996 Help! My 4 month old kitten keeps licking medication for her skin off her hind legs, I’m not sure if it’s safe for her to be ingested.

The medication is called ‘Spectracon’ and is an anti-inflammatory, anti-bacterial and anti-fungal cream, and contains Clobetasol Propionate, Ofloxacin, Miconazole Nitrate, chlorocresol. Are any of the ingredients toxic to cats? She has been acting rather aloof since this morning and peed on my bed for the first time today, I’m not sure if this behaviour might be related to her licking her medication. Please let me know. Thank you in advance!
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2021.12.04 01:24 Antanov Why Blazblue Will LIVE! BBDW Cancellation and Series Future Discussion.

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2021.12.04 01:24 Harish_Raj_D_R MazepinAppreciationMeme.jpg

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2021.12.04 01:24 Eknoom 1/4" mole on my elbow. Colour has changed. Cause for concern?

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2021.12.04 01:24 ZephyrSonic Everyone in the United States wanting to watch FP3 and Qualifying on ESPN2 FP3 while it will air at 9:00 AM EST Qualifying will not be shown on either ESPN/2 due to college football when Qualifying airs. In order to watch you'll have to tune into ESPNews at 12 PM EST/11 AM CST/10 AM MST/9 AM PST

Title. This is to give helpful information to people in the United States that want to watch and won't have to go "WAIT WHY IS THIS NOT ON I CAN'T FIND IT" If I get downvoted oh well. Hope this helps though. I just want you guys to be informed and not possibly miss it if you watch through the ESPN networks.
I'm gonna add that this is the bad thing about later start times for a few of the events is cause College Football makes it to where that takes priority and you have to watch it on another ESPN Network and one you might not have with your provider like ESPNews or ESPNU.
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2021.12.04 01:24 Debochira I wish my brother was never born.

He's 29, I'm 28M. We are both on the autism spectrum but I was, for lack of better phrase, not as visible as he so I wasn't diagnosed until I was in my teens.
Literally nothing good has ever come from him. He has added nothing but stress and resentment and bitterness to our household.
When I was five, he smashed my head with a toy gun. The damage resulted in a total loss of my left eye. Whether it was an accident or not is frankly irrelevant, the fact is that he had a hand in costing me a vital organ and now I have to have semi-regular checkups with very expensive doctors and ocularists, not to mention preemptively ending any chance of me trying to be an actor. I also now suffer from chronic mucus discharge in my eye because of surgical implants, just to top it off.
I'm not even allowed to joke about it (which I happily do with my friends, Eye love a good joke) because it makes him feel so guilty and all that. But that's not the point of this.
He has had major issues with bipolar disorder, manic depressive disorder, depression, ADD (or ADHD, I can't tell the difference), and cannot operate a motor vehicle. He has delusions of wanting to be an English professor but he can barely speak a coherent sentence without mumbling or halting himself mid-thought, plus he cannot handle math yet that is a critical component of any big league career. Every single time my parents tried to break it to him, he would melt down and cry and moan and whine about how he can't do anything and how my parents aren't doing enough for him, so on and so forth. He regularly complains that he isn't going anywhere in life but he isn't taking any steps to help himself. Because he also has Narcissistic Personality Disorder, like my dad. So he feels it's everyone else's job to help him and he doesn't have to do a thing for himself.
He has a job but he cannot grasp the reality that him working minimum wage at a grocery store will not be enough to sustain himself, the rent around here is too high and he most certainly cannot get any better paying jobs.
He recently got a girlfriend, also autistic, and her parents were truly awful to her. Abusive, manipulative, gaslighting, the works. So my parents take her in and... holy hell, that was the wrong move. She is every bit as lazy, inconsiderate, and stubborn as he is, but even worse since she has no sense of gratitude for my parents for doing absolutely everything they could for her. Now she has access to social security (her mother cut her off somehow, I don't know the full details), she has a home, a boyfriend-turned-husband, but actively avoids the rest of the family. She refuses to do anything to help herself or others, she expects my brother to do literally everything for her (make food, clean up, do chores, spend time with her, etc.), and my parents feel they can't even talk with her about important things because she can't emotionally handle big boy topics. The last time they tried, it ended up sending her to the local psychiatric ward because she threatened to commit suicide. All because they tried to tell her we were planning to move up north to a duplex of some kind and she needed to decide whether to stay where we are now or move with us.
I moved out several years ago and was able to survive for the most part. I moved back in recently as we (my parents along with my fiancée and me) agreed the move would be very beneficial for a wide variety of reasons, one of the most important of which would be that my parents would finally have a place to themselves. They haven't had true privacy for almost 30 years since my brother can't drive a car and can't afford Uber every single day.
I'm tired of being on the receiving end of my parents' tempers when my brother pushes them too far. They insist they yell at both of us in the spirit of fairness, yet all I feel is resentful that I've been punished for whatever my brother did. But if my brother were never born, that wouldn't have happened.
I would still have my own issues, to be sure, and a whole plethora of trials and tribulations I cannot imagine. But I am reasonably sure I would have both my eyes, I am very sure my parents would be more relaxed, and I am absolutely positive they would never be in the situation they are in now were it not for my brother.
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2021.12.04 01:24 Salman50505 Sad noises.

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2021.12.04 01:24 alison111298 !OLCC permit holders looking for work!

Hey guys!
Hopefully this info reaches somebody who could need it. White Label Extracts is hiring right now for a ton of positions involving either packaging concentrate dabs or working in our labeling department making all the packaging we use for our product. I know there are both full and part time shifts as well as weekday and weekend schedules.
Now I’m just a regular employee there and by no means am I being told to do this by my bosses, but I just wanted to get the word out there as they’ve expressed the need for more people to apply so we can fill our available positions!
I can answer any questions y’all have and ill include a link to the available positions. Thanks!
White Label Extracts available positions
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2021.12.04 01:24 MysteriousDinner7822 I told an AI to draw a picture using only the word “Skyrim” and this is what it made

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2021.12.04 01:24 Accomplished-Ask7035 New nft project minting in poly faze 2 coming check it out

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2021.12.04 01:24 FlynnXa The Time A God Of Death Gave Me Therapy For My Thanatophobia In My Dream

So my winter break has just started which means that of course I’m binge-listening to old episodes of the podcast (again) and I’ve finally buckling down to tell one of my stories. Now, mild spoiler ahead- I’ve got a lot of stories to tell and so there will definitely be trailers abound. I’ll likely comeback with more if any seem interesting to you, and I’ll also answer any follow-up questions you may have (looking at you Jesse).
So, there’s a bit of exposition which can be skipped, but here it is- how a god of death gave me therapy for my phobia of dying within a dream.
For starters; I’m in university right now majoring in Psychology and Sociology with minors in Mathematics and Physics- the important bits though are that I’m no stranger to the abilities of the mind and tricks in perception, plus I’m typically very grounded in logic, fact, and reason.
My relationship with the paranormal though is... complicated; but to keep it short, I always say that I’m 50/50 split. I’ve got the one voice in my head that’s eternally a Skeptic, and then the other voice in my head that’s a full-hearted Enthusiast. I know many of the in’s-and-out’s of tarot, reading natal charts, the Lesser Keys of Solomon, and various folk Magic’s. Part of me wonders if I didn’t cling to it because I was just some small gay boy living in Kentucky and wanted some escapism- but then again, I never really intentionally sought it out, it found me.
This sort of “path” actually started at a very young age, maybe 5 or 6 (so about 15-16 years ago), when I was in a Half-Priced Books and found something called “The Little Giant Encyclopedia of Spells and Magic”. It was the first book I actually specifically asked my parents to get me, and the first one I fully read every page of from start-to-finish.
So despite coming from a basic-ass white family and living in a trailer park that literally had a Christian cult coming to recruit children to attend their sermons on the weekly (which I always went to for the free candy but 100% saw through their BS), I was fully sitting here reading up on what would eventually be twisted and simplified into the trendy TikTok version of magic in general you see today.
I never really told anyone about these interests because like- I was a kid, I was focused on other things like trading Pokemon on my GameBoy and trying to figure out how the heck those little finger-skateboards worked. Still though, I ended up getting lots of weird things sort of funneled my way without any particular effort on my part.
My sister randomly gave me her book on divination/fortune telling when she moved out and I was in the 5th grade. My uncle gave me a bag of crystals he and his ex had collected before she left him and inside was her boom on crystals and their mystical properties. My Aunt and Grandma ended up having a traumatic experience with a Oujia board and thought they got rid of it only to find it still in the house when my grandpa died, so when they through it in the GoodWill box apparently my dad grabbed the box on accident and I ended up getting to keep it.
Also- my first time in Arizona on a trip with my friend (I was 15) we went to Dave and Buster’s, I’d never gone but always hated places like that since I feel like it’s so expensive and the tickets aren’t worth it- but I tried to have fun anyways. Word to the wise, play the Monopoly game!! You sit in a chair and spin this dial and holy fucking shit you wrack you the points! There’s nothing paranormal about it, the game is just cost-effective. The paranormal part is when I went to the ticket exchange and had enough to buy the only tarot deck they had (so random for a Dave and Buster’s) + enough tickets for exactly 3 candy pieces.
I learned about the astrology from a friend’s mom- once my friend left for college she cleaned out a bunch of old stuff she didn’t want and her mom asked me if I wanted any before she took it to GoodWill. That book stuck out since it looked brand new, and it’s where I learned all about Vedic Astrology (as well as Geomancy).
Okay- I KNOW I might be losing you here, but I’m giving you all of this backstory because it’s crucial to understanding how deeply invested in this I was... I believed in ghosts, demons, jinns, psychics... all of it. I just knew it was real, and I would give tarot readings to friends who’d get freaked out by the accuracy. I felt like it was common sense- until I turned 18.
I felt so weird about turning 18, and who wouldn’t? I was stuck in Kentucky trying to get through Senior Year, I’m nervous about graduating, I’m desperate to get into a good college- normal stuff. But it felt different, and I felt different, and about a week after turning 18 one day I woke up just... numb. Not apathetic, but I felt disconnected. Nothing traumatic had happened, nothing special. I went to bed, then woke up. But something felt wrong.
This was the start of what I call my “Death Crisis”.
For the first time in my life I was petrified of the idea of dying, and it got to the point where I wouldn’t be able to sleep. Going to sleep would be hard, and waking up would be harder. Now I was falling asleep around 7-8pm and waking up at midnight.
I’d walk around my house in the dark, and just sit in the dark staring and thinking about what it would feel like to be dead. I rationalized it out every way I could. I thought of every possibility. I figured heaven would eventually get boring and you’d atrophy until you were a hallowed she’ll of your former self. I figured hell would be awful and at least give you a struggle, but you’re either regress you a primitive and animalistic state or an empty shell. A void of nothing was more terrifying than both, and reincarnation was the equivalent of non-existence which was the most mortifying of outcomes in my mind.
I realized that experience without strife or some goal made living meaningless, and that it’d be impossible to have novel experiences for eternity, and that immortality- if possible- would lead to the same exact problem. It was awful. It took 3 weeks for me to hit my breaking point when I started spiraling and swinging between this inescapable fear of dying and then this overwhelming despair that made me want to die. So I would just sit silently, in the dark, for hours and hours before school each morning and then pretend I was fine all-day long, using school as a distraction. I had officially developed Thanatophobia and believed in none of it anymore.
Now that’s the scary part... but here’s the weird part. It started with a dream, something simple and short that had happened back in middle school. I was falling through a void, and around me in the distance were stars and galaxies unlike anything I’d ever seen. It was so beautiful I wanted to cry, it just overwhelmed my very being.
That’s when I felt a presence- I didn’t hear anything or actually physically feel it, but it was this being “speaking” Into my ind but not with words, with concepts and ideas. Translating it is weird, but I’d explain it as looking down and seeing all these clusters of stars, and as you look you start to see the connections between them and realize they form individualized beings- they’re representations of greater beings.
The one I’m seeing though, she’s talking to me. She’s a Maiden wrapped in Mist and Fog but not really, these constellations aren’t them but just one of a million reflections of their influence. I reach out and touch her, grab the hand she’s extending, and that astral or cosmic energy tying these concepts together grips onto me. That’s when I woke up literally trembling as if being electrocuted, so much so that my hand was still shaking and my heart rate was elevated. I have my journal from that morning, when I woke up and frantically scribbled all I remembered- “Misty Maiden”, “Stars are Watching”, and “The Gate Has Opened”.
After that dream, I started having lots of weird ones. I’d write them out in my phone and text them to friends if they were involved, and sometimes if they were weird enough I’d tell someone just because I had friends who were that interested in what whacky shit I’d dream up. I even had some weird... coincidences that popped-up sometimes. But when I had my little “death crisis” though, they stopped. All together. It was sad, I felt robbed. For the first time in my entire life, I simply closed my eyes and then would wake up later. No dream or passage of time in-between.
So what ended up getting me out of this “death crisis”, this loop between suicidal ideation and thanatophobia, was the first dream I’d had in almost 5 months. It was the dream where I met a god of death... sort of.
So the dream started with me being in this white void, just waiting. I sat there, and sat there, and then thought to myself “Isn’t something supposed to be happening?” That’s when I sort of felt the ground beneath me, and looked around. It was all white, but not blinding. I remember thinking that was weird, and then I had this realization of “holy shit, I’m thinking right now!” Because I have NEVER been able to lucid dream despite having tried since I was in middle school (I wanted to astral project, I told you I was a little weirdo).
So I wasn’t fully lucid though, just partially. I was aware something was up, and that I wasn’t in a normal state but I didn’t understand it. Think of it lie you woke up from being blackout drunk and don’t remember anything, but then on top of that confusion you’re also still intensely drunk and not thinking straight or in full-control of yourself.
That’s when I sort of start trying to piece together what’s happening before I realize that in this white plane there are strands and boxes and pillars of white too, just very far-away and hard to notice. But where I’m at is basically on top of this large white pillar, and I mean it’s basically a rectangular prism and I’m on the small flat top of it. These smaller cubes of white sticking out of it like random boxes on a warehouse floor and I’m in the middle of it.
Then I hear a voice from behind me, and turn around to see this man sitting there. He’s a black man, face painted white like a skull and his skin is both dark but not “warm”. He’s in a suit, ragged but very fine and formal still. He’s got a top-hat, a cane, fancy dress shoes, and white gloves too. He’s standing, and says something like (for the sake of brevity all conversation is paraphrasing btw), “Well- you’re not supposed to be here. That’s fairly interesting.”
So I respond, “What do you mean? I feel like you’re the one that’s out of place here.” “Well, you’re half-right about that”, and then I remember he chuckled and sat on a box. “You see, you seem to have fallen though the cracks a bit. But I can send you right back up in no time.”
He went to motion with his hand but that’s when I stopped him frantically, “Wait! I think I’m supposed to ask you something...”
“What, can’t remember? Don’t you hate it when that happens? But dreaming will do that to you. Don’t worry though, I’m not supposed to answer anyways.” That’s when I was confused because I’d never had a dream acknowledge that it was a dream, and that’s when my lucidity started to occur, mildly. I started realizing I was in a dream and trying to change it, but couldn’t.
“If I’m dreaming, then why can’t I change what’s happening?” So then he responded, “What- bored of me already? I can make some friends for you if you want.” That’s when all sorts of people I know from real life appeared around me and started walking around/interacting with each other, they sounded and looked exactly like themselves too but almost acted like NPC’s if that makes sense?
Plus, the scenery shifted- it was all still white but some boxes rose up and became walls and like “sets” you’d see on a movie studio. Imagine random close-up shots from film scenes, now imagine the walls/props were solid white and that if you zoomed out then those walls and everything weren’t supported by anything and made small micro-sets. That’s what the area around me sort of became.
He responded again though before I could really question it, “I how they don’t bore you- after all, you called for me you know.” That’s when he stood up to walk away, and that caught my attention so I sort of walked up and grabbed his shoulder before he could leave. Saying something like, “Hey, Wait-“
He turned around and immediately I felt paralyzed with fear and let go. I even took a few steps back. “Sorry,” he started, “But hands off the suit. It’s hard to clean and I don’t want to drag you along with me when I leave.”
That’s when I sort of nodded meekly and asked quietly, “So like- why did I call you?” That’s when he sort of said, “I’m a loa of the dead, you tell me. I get the feeling you’ll know the next time we meet though.”
That’s when I woke up. I’d barely been asleep for even 3 hours, I was sweating profusely, and I was wide awake. I wasn’t sick or anything either, I just had an insanely bizarre dream. I’d never learned anything about voodoo or Haitian beliefs like that, I only knew the bare basics for sympathetic magic. I’d never even heard of a “Loa”, and had an insanely hard time googling it because I misheard what he said as “Alowah” which gave me “aloha” and “awoah” over and over again.
I spent the two weeks thinking about it every night until my friend called and asked if I wanted to go to Louisiana and Florida with him and his family to tour colleges since he still had to make a decision between a few of them, so I agreed. It was when we were in New Orleans in a voodoo shop that his brother wanted to go into (to make fun of mind you) that I saw something weird. I saw shrines all over but one stood out, it had this symbol drawn on it like all the rest, a black cross, a top hat, a pile of coins strewn about, a tarot card for Death, and then some rum and cigars.
Specifically, the top-hat and tarot card stuck out to me though, and that symbol seemed strange and familiar. I stared at it for like, 5 minutes or more wracking my brain about it. That’s when the store clerk came over and asked if was interested in voodoo, so I just replied I was interested in the shrine and how it looked familiar. She explained the symbol was a veve, it represents figures of the astral force and every Loa has their own.
She also explained that this one was Baron Samedi, which apparently is the most popular fucking one because after googling him and having this crashing realization that I fully dreamed him without my knowledge, I literally spent the next the next year randomly watching things he popped up in. I enjoyed Marvel’s “Cloak and Dagger” which he pops up in, I watched American Horror Story: Coven which he appears in (although he’s called Papa Legba there but shares all but the name with Baron Samedi), and then most recently was the final season of The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina which he appeared in.
I’ve been rewatching stuff I’ve seen before though and have yet to notice him, it’s like he only appeared in media I consumed after that dream. The craziest part? I immediately started dreaming again after New Orleans and no longer had my Death Crisis. It was really like that switch flipped in my head again, but now it’s been stuck halfway between both sides. Part fearful skeptic, part enthusiastic believer.
Would love to hear the dream interpretation here, sorry for the length though; I promise I’ll keep them shorter next time. Of course this is available for use on the podcast should one of the guys find it and suffer through my narration. I also have some trailers for you to pick from: - The time a dream predicted what would happen in 2020 - How I Gave a tarot reading so accurate that it made 3 of my friends and low-key myself a believer in it - When I Dreamed In Math - When a psychic told me my spirit animal (unsolicited) and I was then plagued by said animal for weeks - That Time I was (maybe) possessed by a demon - My Aunt/Cousins/Grandmother’s traumatic Qouija board experience - When I (maybe) met the goddess Hecate in a dream - My grandma’s haunted house and the ghost the little kids play with - My Psychic Alien Boyfriend Abduction Dreams - Or a series of dreams detailing a magical apocalypse and may be prophetic?
Just take your pick, maybe I’ll post them anyways on the subreddit- if so I’ll definitely link them below when I do. Love the show guys, I’ve been listening since you released Episode 12 and have relistened twice or three times through since then. I can’t thank you enough other than asking everybody to please take a moment to head on over to Patreon.com/chilluminatipodcast to support the show, and I’ll let Alex here explain some of the other great reasons why you should do that today.
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2021.12.04 01:24 bmaster78 A Century of Struggle: The Story of the Communist Party of Canada - Coming December 12, 2021!

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2021.12.04 01:24 bongdaso247 Soi kèo West Ham vs Chelsea, 19h30 ngày 4/12.

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2021.12.04 01:24 Blorkershnell Any education appreciated

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2021.12.04 01:24 -Midevil TBATE Anime Adaptation

YO
I just finished catching up to around chapter 300 of the novel and was wondering if there was information on a potential anime adaptation for the story.
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2021.12.04 01:24 newCRYPTOlistings newCRYPTOlisting: ThunderCore (TT) now listed on Gate.io

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2021.12.04 01:24 project199x I have a "friend" (23F) and I really dislike her roommate. (33F)

Long story short. I have this "friend" who needed to find a place to stay this year because her mom ultimately abandoned her, so now she moved in with an ex co worker. But dude this co worker is weird af, she literally forces her to go places with her, my friend can't say no or she'll throw a tantrum, or guilt trip her because she wants to stay in. My friend is a serious homebody, she doesn't like to go out much, but her roommate implies that making her go out to do nothing helps her become more social. Quite frankly you're really not going to turn an introverted person into an extrovert; not gonna happen. Her roommate even forces her to go to church 😒. This lady absolutely has no respect for boundaries at all. But I also get frustrated with my "friend" because she says nothing to oppose, she goes with it even though she complains about it. I literally caught an attitude earlier about it, roommate just barges in her room, tell her to get dressed, no questions asked. Meanwhile her roommate coughing up lungs and throwing up. I honestly just wanted to chill with her but she just gets up and go because her roommate told her too. Like wtf. The whole thing just frustrates me to no end honestly.
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2021.12.04 01:24 Green_Wah Just let me ride my bike in peace.

Stop calling me a f****t. Stop throwing garbage at me. Stop rolling coal on me. Stop swerving into the bike lane and speeding up to almost hit me. Gas is fucking expensive and I just wanna ride my bike. Why are you so offended by a bicycle?
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2021.12.04 01:24 Nicolas_Dod Sob +10 attack and attack's two times requires 15 dexterity to use

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2021.12.04 01:24 Salman50505 later skater

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2021.12.04 01:24 Finis73 Too much Stacy.

Watching through the series now, was not impressed that Nicole's absence seemed to have bumped up the amount of screentime for stacy. I think it is pretty objective to declare that season 3 simply has TOO MUCH STACY
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